This market is killing me . . .

I feel good about not trading at the beginning of the week, but the last couple of days have been tough as I've sat on my hands as the market churns upward. I'm really not seeing any real signs that the worst is over and the see-saws we see every day aren't doing much to convince me to get back in (even though I so desperately want to).

I was just telling my wife yesterday how it is not even two weeks into the year I'm already unhappy with how my year is going. "How will I ever make any money this year?", I lamented. She called me an impatient baby.